From breaking up with her fiance Blessing Lungaho, to partying ways with her longterm friend Milly Chebby, Jcakie Matubia has decided to share snippets of what has been going on her life the past few months.
In a raw and candid YouTube video, the actress said that the decisions she made the past few months were solely because she needed to make herself happy, after making others happy for a long time without considering herself.
“Mimi sijalingi kenye watu wanasema. I did what I did to make me happy. It’s been an amazing journey. I am a proud single mother of two beautiful, amazing girls mi nikaamua nikajiambia what makes Jackie happy. It’s good vibes and Inshallah and let’s catch flights not feelings and I decided to invest in my kids and myself, ” she said.
Matubia added that she has decided to also love herself and put herself first and her children as they are the only ones who won’t leave her in the end.
“There has been this hullabaloo everywhere. Najua jina yangu ni tamu but all I can say that mimi nilidecide tu kujipenda wadau. Nilidecide kujiambua tu you know what Jackie, put yourself first, put your kids [First]. Kuna watu hawatawahiniacha my kids men. I invest in them and I invest in myself and we are a small happy family and we thank God. God has really really been the centre of our lives me and my girls,” she said as she tried to hold back her tears.
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“He has held me when everything in my life was falling apart. He reassured me that He’s got me. He reassured me that he is Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end and He’s been the father to my kids, He’s been the shoulder to lean on . It’s been tough It’s been crazy couple of months. Again I have been saying we loose some, we win more and I have literally seen His hand in my life,” the actress said as she wiped her tears.
Matubia further insisted that she is doing fine. She urged those going through difficult times to take a minute and reflect on themselves.