Controversial gospel singer Justina Syokau has no interest of getting married again thanks to her ex-husband.

According to the artist, her former husband made her and her son go through hell. At the time, she her son was still an infant and she had delivered him through CS.

She also noted that the times she said that she was looking for a husband on social media was all because of the intense pressure she was facing from people.

“I have never gotten interest of getting married again. Hio yote mnaona ati nataka bwana inakuwanga ni kwasababu watu wananiuliza sana so nataka tu kuease it. I don’t have interest of getting married. I have never gotten an interest of getting married again because of what I went through. I slept on the streets on Nairobi because of a man, outside, with my son for almost two weeks sleeping outside during the cold weather.

“So my kid…mpaka mwezi wa tano after kumzaa alikuwa na chest problems. Mimi niliozea kwa streets na ukumbuke umezaa na operation ile uchafu lazima itoke, hujapata soup, maji moto ya kukunywa so kuoza, nilikuwa natoka uzaha,”Justina Syokau narrated.

She added that she doesn’t intend to find a lifetime partner again because she is not sure if he would son would love her son.

“I got a lot of frustrations, yes I was treated, I was fine I am okay my kid is okay now but I can not just allow myself to go through what I went through. I don’t fear getting into marriage I just imagine myself getting into a marriage where my kid will not be loved where my kid will not be embraced,” Justina said.

The 2020 hitmaker separated with her former husband in 2013. She was however forced to drag him to court because he is a dad beat. In 2015, she decided to surrender completely on the matter for her own peace of mind.